Before I wrote stories, blogs and poems, I indulge myself first at writing songs. Yes, I do write songs. It was my dream to buy an acoustic guitar when I was a freshman in high school. I want to harmonize my words with chords until I ask a plain guitar with my parents as a Christmas gift. At first, it turns to be good because they say YES so I keep on hoping for them to buy me that instrument with six strings. In other hand, I’m about to turn sixteen next month but I foresaw that my guitar dream is turning into dust. I haven’t received any guitar except for a broken one which my older cousin lends for me. I am desperate for a guitar. I became an aged man waiting for my own guitar.
Taylor Swift (@taylorswift13) is my first inspiration to write songs before Ed Sheeran, Adele and P!nk. The Taylor song that really inspires me to write is her single “fifteen” from her 2nd album FEARLESS. The song fifteen is about Taylor’s bestfriend Abigail and their journey about falling in love when they’re both fifteen years old. It is their experience on how love hurted, overjoyed and spin them around at the same time. And my first song which I called “friend” is dedicated to my best friend. The song is about the trials of me of how I saw my bestfriend creep out of our friendship along. This song has a very sentimental value for me and somehow, I regret writing it because I think it was too negative for a good friend like him before. But past is past. Let us move on.
I also wrote songs like:
- MY OWN RISK, this song is about how I saw the earth dying those times and now. That’s how I simply explain it.
-NOISE, this is about my freshman years with my old classmates. It reflects of how noisy and crowded we are but still having fun.
- A BLACK PARADISE is about how my freedom changed. It is when things got heavy and it turned my life dark. I encountered the devils of my life which are the pains and sufferings of those times.
- MOODS DO SWING is a special song about my older girl cousin. I wrote this song because I notice how the stage of adolescence changed our life. I think is it normal for girls to change their mood always. Now I realized. HA HA HA. But even changes occurs between us, we are still very close and laugh laud whenever we met.
-I KEEP ON is a song of how desperate am I on how our relationship with my ex when those times that I really love her. I find ways to forget the situation but I keep on recalling the memories that we have had. The pains still throbs me.
-GIRL IN MY MIRROR is somehow related to “I keep on” but the only difference is I brought the happy memories of my ex in this song these times. But in the end, I already saw that her face is fading away from the rear view of the mirror. It is the time how my tears fall down because of the dramatic turnaway. ( I burst my tears when I was writing this part. Those flashbacks...)
-FLASHBACK is the song about how I feel sad about the break-up with my ex. It is how I really feel incomplete when I was with her and I just keep on rendering her face and hair after months of losing her.
-AGAIN is my first realization of how Taylor Swift wrote songs. This is my first inexperienced song. This song is about how the guy and the girl saw their both negative sides when they both fall in love. But it is unlucky to the part of the guy because the girl keeps on leaving the guy and she keeps on saying sorry again and again and ‘til the boy got tired.
-SWAYED BY THE BEATS OF HIS DESIRE is a revenge song in a sense of I write it with the most common trouble with teenage love life. This is a realization of a cruel love too. The story is about a boy and a girl loves each other but the girl was still inlove with his ex handling two relationships at the same time. It’s a random thing. The boy keeps on grasping the lady’s hand even he knew that he might fall down in the end.
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